I’M GOING TO RANT ABOUT NEOPETS UNDER THE CUT I’M SORRY IM JUST UPSET
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dales asleep but im still talking
fy0ra replied to your post: Do you ever just have an overwhelming feeling of…
actually the opposite happens, I desperately search for evidence that I exist and am thinking unique thoughts and then I breathe weird
But the thing is, none of us are unique. I mean, yes, we have innovative and fun ideas to make life somehow a little easier, but we all take things from one another and the past. No one is completely unique or special, not by a long run.
Existence, I think, is the knowing that you are self aware. You can’t be completely sure of anything else other than yourself. I mean, you know that there is blood running through your veins, air circulating through your lungs, thoughts running through your head, a noticing of the environment around you, and /this/ is what existence is - a state of being at that exact moment and /knowing/ where you are.
dale i hate when we get into shit like this but i also love it
ramblings below
look out below
fy0ra replied to your post: Do you ever just have an overwhelming feeling of…
actually the opposite happens, I desperately search for evidence that I exist and am thinking unique thoughts and then I breathe weird
But the thing is, none of us are unique. I mean, yes, we have innovative and fun ideas to make life somehow a little easier, but we all take things from one another and the past. No one is completely unique or special, not by a long run.
Existence, I think, is the knowing that you are self aware. You can’t be completely sure of anything else other than yourself. I mean, you know that there is blood running through your veins, air circulating through your lungs, thoughts running through your head, a noticing of the environment around you, and /this/ is what existence is - a state of being at that exact moment and /knowing/ where you are.
dale i hate when we get into shit like this but i also love it
Cross off what you’ve done:
Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.Been on a long car/bus journey.Passed an exam.Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.Had a massive fight with a boy/girl .
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.Written a letter using pen & paper.
Gone to see a therapistBeen prescribed medication by a doctor.Read a really good book.Gone to the zoo.Spent too much money on unnecessary things.Traveled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.Spent the day out in the sun getting a tanSlammed a door out of frustration.Had an anxiety attack.Babysat for a friend’s child.Had a BBQ
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date.Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they had been drinking.Stayed up all night.Talked on the phone for over two hours.Supported someone who’d received bad news.Watched some kind of live sporting event.Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.Cried as a result of exam stress.Met some incredible new people.Gone to great parties.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.Cried over someone in my past.Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.Thrown up.Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.Cried in front of someone I adore.Lost one of my closest friends.
BOLD what applies to you:
Appearance:
I am 5’4 or shorter.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had/I need braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. (and painless..)
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
Family/Home Life:
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.
Embarrassment:
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
Traveling:
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.
I’ve been to London.
Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the internet.I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.
I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve had sex outdoors.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I(‘ve) smoke(d) pot.I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug
